My mom died....i am lonely.. will the hurt stop?

I feel so bad for you. I lost my mom too but I was much older than you and have children of my own, but I miss her everyday. I wish I could call and talk to her but that is not possible anymore. You have to remember all the good things about your mom. If at all possible, can you visit her grave? If you can, just go there and have a talk with her. When holidays come, do some volunteer work. Visit the nursing homes and volunteer. It will make your holiday so much better knowing you are making someone else's day a little better. Time heals and some day when you have your own family, you will make wonderful memories for them and tell them about your mother. Yes, you will find happiness.